..dont know how do i feel rite now..huhu..sad maybe..yeah..that saturday, i meet her at last! walaupun agak terkejut coz never been told bout that..huhu..tp okla.. :P donno wat to do..just pretending that i'm ok..hmm.. i hate this feelings..eeiiii..tak sukela,nape rase cm tak sukeeeeeeeeee...benci! actually i'm ok wif that but i just..well..its 'girl thing'.
tp bosannye nk kene tunggu lame..dahla org tak kenal sape2..bolela, main ngan adik2 n kucing..huhu..but then tak suke kene tinggal sorang2..cm org bodo jek rasenyee...tapela, feel sorry to 'him'..even i feel bad but i need to be ok for 'him'..i'm so sorry, i try to be hepy but sometimes i can't..sorry..
maybe..i just let it be as wat it be..coz i donno how to understand it..huhu..apela yg aku merepek ni.. :P anyway i'll try coz i love 'him'!
as one of my companion says "man's heart is not easy to be understand but actually if there is compromise that moves us along we can go through all the obstacles...so don't try to understand man's heart but try to live in compromise with them"